Hi y’all, it’s been a minute.
I know that the whole purpose of this blog is to document my various journeys, accomplishments, struggles, thoughts etc etc, but right now I’m sorta under some major construction so I’ve been M.I.A.
Honestly, I’m not even sure if I can say I’ve been under construction, it’s more like I’ve been demolished and trying to work my way back to construction.
Don’t worry, I’m okay, or at least I will be. I’m sure of it.
Life is just really weird right now, I guess you could say I’m having a sort of quarter-life crisis? I’m not sure, not even sure what the average lifespan is to determine if that’s at all accurate haha.
Point is, there’s a lot going on, most of which is inside my head and cannot be easily explained if at all.
I haven’t been motivated to do much of anything lately, but I figured the only way to change that is by taking baby steps.
So this post, the first one in a while, is a baby step. I don’t know what the exact fate of any aspect of my life is right now, but I do know this blog is here to stay, though it might undergo a few changes soon.
I really don’t think any of my rambling means anything to anyone, I doubt anyone will read this. I just needed to sorta publicly admit that I’ve been feeling sorta lost lately. I have faith that I won’t feel this way for too long, but for anyone who might relate, you’re definitely not alone.
Though feeling lost sucks, I know joy will come when I find myself/my way back to things or create new paths.
So please excuse the mess things might be for a while, there’s a goddess actively under construction.