Today was a good day I would say. Definitely not as down as I have been lately, but definitely still searching for something more.
Like I just need more to be excited about and focused on.
I set some goals for myself that I’m going to be working on till my birthday, and day one is officially done.
I really just struggle with motivation when there’s no real structure to my life, but I’m trying to make structure. It’s funny because it’s just another example of how much of an “in between” person I am.
I need structure to function but I also live for spontaneity. I hate social interaction and how it sucks the life out of me, but I also need it.
It’s all good though, just have to figure out what works best for the different balances.
I feel like things are gonna be alright.